One wish

My eyes love to stare
At your lovely lips as you speak
Say all that you see in me
All that your heart feels too
I’d love to look at you and smile
Plead guilty to all the charges laid against me
My mind races trying to figure it out
How you see my face
How you feel my touch
Nothing ever comes
Nothing but a thin line on my lips
I fumble miserably with words
And come up with only a sigh
Because it has ever been my wish
That all you say was true
True to have played about
With your delicate feelings
Wishing I was every evil you made me
But most earnestly have I always wished
That it was the living truth
True that I have never loved you.